damn i'm so fucking bored. see this is how bored i am. i have to go on my xanga and write a blog. how gay. myspace is getting boring too though. but it's a little better than xanga. life sucks monkey balls. people need to stop talking shit about other people and fucking get along. haha. just kidding. i miss my fucking boyfriend. he's gone for 2 whole fucking weeks. i can't even see him. damn it man. i hella miss him. boyfriend hurry and come back home please. hmmm what else to say in here. oh yeah to all you 8th graders.. you all better be good this year and don't fuck shit up for graduation. i mean it may seem hella far from now but when it comes shit can come back to you and fucking bite you in the ass hella hard. so calm the fuck down with the fucking fighting and shit. wait until the very last day of school. haha. just kidding. you all need to calm the fuck down seriously though. you guys take shit seriously. you guys are fucking crazy as hell. so don't fucking fuck shit up other wise imma kick your ass. haha. just kidding but you know what i would do to you guys. and you know who you are. don't fuck it up and i'm telling you this now before it's too late. i mean it to. no joking. what else to say. oh yeah. figure shit out by yourself too cause me and samantha aren't always there for you guys. i mean we will try but one of these days me or samantha can be gone just like that and guess what you might not have no one to fall back on cause there will be no one there to catch you. so don't always rely on other people.. rely on yourself once in awhile. don't fight things either just let it flow. things happen for a reason. EVERYTHING happens for a reason. remember that. what else to say in here..

life is so effing confusing. too many problems in this whole freaking world. no one can seem to solve them. there's a solution to every problem but it takes forever to find it. why is that? haha. that hella sucks. some things come easily but then why is it so difficult for it to go away? i don't even think there is any answers to these questions.yet again theres not that many answers in the world anymore. people just sometimes need to fight for what they believe in. sometimes you don't always get what you want. you need to fight for it. just because you deserve it they won't always just give it to you. once you get it hold on to it for life. cause if you let it go you will regret it. trust me. i've done that before. appriciate everything you have in front of you. mistakes happen for a reason too. don't ignore them learn from them. there a lesson from life. GOD sends them to us to tell us from right and wrong. the line between right and wrong is blurry but once you get a message from god you will know your right and wrong and you will know your right from your left. i learned these things not only from him but from my friends and family. don't take anything for granted. take things as a gift. you have to give to get. you have to give respect to get it. always remember LIFE LIFE IT IT'S FULLEST!

[[had a bad day yesterday so i had to right some things i was thinking down so yeah. sorry if some of the stuff doesn't make sense.]]

just a little survey!

1. what is your name?: arianne
2. what is your nickname?: hoe. dork. fagget. many other things 
3. when is your birthday?: o1.3o.91
4. what is your zodiac?: aquarius
5. where were you born?: modesto, ca
6. how many siblings?: 4 
7. what is your favorite music?: anything but country 
8. do you sing?: sometimes when i feel like it
9. do you dance?: when i have to
10. do you play an instrument?: nope
11. are you single?: YUP
12. what do you look for in a guy/girl?: their personanlity
13. how tall are you?: 5'1
14. what color is your hair?: black/dark brown
15. are you built? (guys 0nly): sorry i'm a FEMALE
16. are you athletic?: i guess yeah
17. do you drink?: no comment 
18. do you smoke?: no comment
19. do you go out clubbing?: i would if i could 
20. do you like to party?: yeah
21. what's the most daring thing you did?: i don't remember
22. what's your most memorable memory?: anytime i spend time with friends and family
23. how would you discrribe yourself?: short. annoying at times. stupid.
24. do you do drugs?: hell NO
25. do you believe in love?: yeah
26. are you a song writer or write poems?: i write poems sometimes
27. do you work?: nope
28. how old were you when you had your first kiss?: i don't remember but all i remember was i was in the 6th grade

29. what's your favorite all time moment?: when me and that special someone got together!

There's always first with your friends ...

First Conversation

First inside joke

First fight

First hug

First time crying together

First time lying to each other

First time ditching the one or another

First time not talking each other.

But now... it's our first Goodbye ...